Resolution Already Blown

I do have a 2 pack a day habit I'm trying to kick. It ain't easy. I know I screwed up and had a few butts but that is a far cry from what I was doing. I'm still trying! She just wants to quit on her end of the dea cos she doesn't like doing it! Believe me when I say that is some motivation. I like the extra I'm gettin with her. And I'm quitting but I can't quit cold turkey. I get angry and mean without my nic fix and even with the patch it's still rough.

It's only been a week. Tell her to stick it out so I can stick it in (sorry I had to).