Innocent Fun

O.k first off me and my wife have been together about 12 years and in that time i feel i have been faithful ,now we have had our issues like any couple and have split up a few times once for about 9 months and in that time yeah i ha d some fun and was'nt faithful at this time and neither was she but for some reason she always feels i'm still cheating on her.she goes to male strip bars with her friends but if i go anywhere and i mean anywhere at night she assumes i'm automatically cheating and at a titty bar .I make music and she has told me many times that shes afraid to lose me,and i always tell her i will be there for her and my kids ,I work hard i own my own business (which she does help me with paperwork)and i feel i'm a great father my little girls love me to death,as for me the same.I only do music in my free time and i sometimes feel like this is my getaway and every now and then i like to go have a drink.and honestly thats all i did thats causing this argument now .I went to watch a fight at the strip club and i lied i told her i was at my friends why did i lie because if i told her i wanted to get away from the house for a little while to watch the fight at the strip bar all hell would of broke loose.Even though shes been with me numerous times and she forgot to mention she was a titty dancer oops was i supposed to say that.so do i feel i'm wrong no i feel that shes being hypocritical.the only thing i'm wrong for is lying and i've already admitted that and told her im sorry.and she always thinks i'm going to see some stripper i know or to meet there i don't want no stripper my wife is beautiful and has a great job and we have a beautiful family.once again i'm not a bad guy i just wanted to get away sorry..............................zzzzzzzzzzzzzz