any help for the hopeless?

i have never imagined when i said yes to this guy 5 years back. everthing was too pretty at the beginning, we used to share manythings, sadness, good times, even tough situations. our parents blessed us, all people considered us as a perfect couple but they didnt know exactly what happens inside.. we both totally differnt in many ways, i tried my best to adjust everthing and made things sound but finally i find maself it that is better to be a free bird than a captive lady. God gives me big patience, i stil stand because i don't wanna hurt anyone's feelings even if personally no more love left and i never ever have feeling that he is the only for me. my wish is so simple, i wana a breaking up and a safe bye bye. any good words?