for adult ears only=why is he looking and searching for on internet..huge dildos, massive strap ons

he has wanted me to strap one on and do him, I am not comfortable with this, asked him to compromise, after some time we did (I thought) we found info on massage the prostate, and I did do it for him, he loved it. He said he was very satisfied and the end result of his prostate being touched was great, I thought we put this dildo up his backend, behind us. I can enjoy pleasing him this way but not into the fake dick up him and not into me strapping one one, I want to be the woman not a man, or a woman with a man part doing my man like he was a she

but again he is on computer and spending a lot of time looking at sex toys
he is searching for hug, massive, real looking dildos

would really like some male, and female too, response to this. Is he really wanting a male part up his backend??