how do i get past this feeling

it's been a while since my gf and i broke up. i consider her a dear friend now and i honestly hope she's happy for the rest of her life. but in our last year of dating we've grown apart and i realise (now) that i havn't been treating her fair in certain situations. now every once and a while i remember vividly these situations and feel the hurt she must have felt then.
like i said, i whish only the best for her and all the happiness she can have in her new relationship. but why can't i get past these flashbacks. i have apologised for these facts so many times and she has forgiven me every little thing, so why can't i forgive myself
By AgentOrange 10 years ago :: Dating
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