i hate being away from him :(

i hate not seeing his face, not feeling his touch, not hearing his voice. even if its just a day, i cant stand being without him, i hate it. my heart yearns for him, every fiber of my being yearns for him. idk.. just being without him makes me anxious, and hate that. i know, im pathetic…
he had to leave due to family matters, and the time zones make it hard to communicate. its pathetic though, i cant stand being away from him for a few weeks and hes thinking about joining the army!!! i dont know how ill survive or what ill do