Girl Misses His Cupcake

Side 1 says... Where do I start? If you have seen the cartoon Invader Zim you will understand the title and names.

I met my cupcake on a dating site because bars are not my thing, I very rarely drink so I see no point in going to the bar. We met up on night and she has not left since. Its been 2 years and after a year I asked her to marry me. She said yes and we started planning things, road bumps get in the way and because of money we had to put things on hold.

I got a new job that lets me work days and i should be home at night every night, but there are occassions where I will be gone a few days. I am on one of those trips right now and called to tell my 'fiancee' that my check wont be in the mail that i have it because they knew i would be in the office so why bother sending it.

She got mad at me, it happens for small things (IMO) that she could just talk to me like a human, but she yelled at me because she has no money, no job, lost her ID's, and needs a tire fixed on her car. Naturally I shot back with 'how is any of that my fault?' and she retorted that if it wasnt for me none of those things would have happened and she would be happy.

Now I can help her fix the flat on the tire when i get home because I will pay for it, I have tried helping her find her ID's but every time we find them she loses them again, I cannot control the economy or a company's willingness to hire someone anymore than i can give myself a raise, and since i am the only one with a job right now it falls solely on me to pay the bills and keep food in the apartment so what does my cupcake want? an allowance?

There are things she has broken that I either A) have to replace because she doesnt feel she should have to or B) deal with them being gone because they cannot be replaced or repaired.

I love her more than she would ever believe from me, and i dont want to leave her because i know there is someone in there that if she would just believe me and stop with the breaking of things and hiding my stuff we could be a happy family.

I am not perfect but if she decides to post i will let her fill in that part.

-sigh- I Miss My Cupcake!!! -looks sad-