Why can't I sop dreaming of him

I was married for 22 years to a very abusive man. I left him seven years ago. He passed away 2 years ago. I know it's wrong, but I still feel so much hatred towards him for the things he has done to me. I pray to God, and ask him to help me forgive but I just can't seem to do it. Whenever I dream he is usualy in it. Whether is a bad dream or a good. Do I need therapy ???
By buckler 10 years ago :: Marriage
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